Mixed feelings

on Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Gonna start working tomorrow d. For 1 and a half month. Heard review abt other friends doing intern, doesn't really sound fun...oh well, i have to try it out myself first. Who knows working in Lee Hishamuddin's firm might be fun.

Tried Tenji the other night with some old buddies. Kho, jeremy, bro liang, Dustbin, claudia,wei lun, furley and also a girl named wan jun. The atmosphere was ok but the food -->!@#$%&
I won't say that it tasted bad..actually some of the food taste ok. but it is just not worth the price.
RM 101 for things like that is a total crap. Could had have better food with that amount of money, SERIOUSLY!!

Whole day in my uncle's house today,really FAT MOU d....growing moss, mushrooms, Fungi..spider web or whatever u can think of...u named it i have it.haha..so boring......trying to read up legal skills ...hope tomorrow i wont be squeeze badly.

Today is Jaclyn's birthday as well, just a simple wish here...Happy Birthday dear jaclyn. May all ur dreams come true. :) Smile always.

ARGGGHHH, i just don't feel like working tomorrow...wanna enjoy life...2 weeks is just not enough...seriously i didnt really enjoy a full 2 weeks holiday.busy this and that...haizzz...

ok...continue 'fat mou' now.... too bad i can't go out too often...no money$$$$....the dinner last night took away a large portion of my pocket money.haha... anyway, it was fun gathering up with old pals...miss them so much though...

Results coming out on thursday...pray pray pray and hope i don't fail my company law and pass all my subjects..duwanna get through all of the resits culture again....honestly, i am afraid of that...friends that are close to me know that...i NEVER NEVER EVER wanted to resit again.....hope this time is ok...i tried my best for year 2...hope the efforts worth it..

Moody

on Saturday, June 27, 2009

Slightly moody these few days...I have alot of things to do but dunno which to start with. Luckily some of my friends from other states pay me a visit and we go out and eat and eat and eat..haha..speaking of eating..Jeremy,u really shocked me with ur bottomless pit stomach..u ate alot man...for the 2 days straight..awesome. (besure to prepare an extra 40k for food starting from september this year in UK..haha

Starting my internship next wednesday. havent got any transport yet...need to walk and get LRT...i thought it will be fun..working in KL...during friday night, saturday and sunday i can go out with my friends or come back home to have a good rest. Well, lets just say things turn out to be pretty opposite and i think the 1 and a half month is gonna be a bitch.

So bored.... didnt feel like going out yamcha because my results will come out in the next few days..(scared) i just wanna pass all...plz plz plz.....

relationship : people usually says give and take. Since the other party didnt give, then its time to backout... ^^ of course, i mean it..time to let go. coz i realised what i want now.

Current mood: sleepy, bored, scared(results) , frustrated( need to report to work on wednesday and i havent even prepared yet) ....

Life is wonderful but sometimes there is always an exception.

Meet up with Jaclyn

on Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Jaclyn Kuah, a friend which i have know for 4 years. But never meet before. Things started out pretty weird, we knew each other on friendster!! haha...Lucky she leave me a comment that time and a friendship started.


Through out the past few years we never had the chance to meet each other. Maybe because she is too shy to come out. But we sure chat alot in the net, talking about everything and anything.haha...i use this word because we can even chit chat when STPM is just around the corner. No boundaries.


Finally on last saturday 20th June, she agrees to come out and we had a small dinner and as usual -- chit chat!!!! haha.. (Jaclyn u seriously need to eat more, u eat so little that night)


This 30th june is her birthday, I think i might not be able to celebrate your birthday though coz my internship is starting on 1st of july. If i am still in malacca that time, i will certainly be there..no worries.


was planning to write about her personality but come to think of that..lets keep it private :) haha


Nice knowing you jaclyn, your such a sweet girl and u just need more confidence towards yourself.


This is a picture of both of us in the car just in front of her house.

She is pretty right? haha... Friendship forever :) Hugssss

Eat, Sleep and grow moss

on Thursday, June 18, 2009

Its already 2 days since i got back home. Things changes alot back in malacca...okay..i even got lost because of the stupid road change near MP.

Had a gathering with Choy woon, lik ai, seng jie, lee wei, guan yuen,kai wen, ken, frankie chin shen and jia wen. We eat porridge steamboat for dinner (thanks to Mr KHO SENG JIE) the porridge taste okok only... but RM 11 for that pot of porridge...is slightly expensive even for me that is already half numb towards food prices.

We enjoy our second round chatting in Wings cafe, play cards, crapping all along and finally we left the place at around 1.30am.

for food check list, i did hv the mood to go searching for those food...dunno y..but so far, i had ate
1) nasi lemak
2) nasi campur (chinese style)
3) a expensive dinner in those chinese restaurant with prawn, vege, meat and soup and stuff.. ( dad, thanks for the meal, but seriously mom's cooking is already more than enough ) ^^

Mom says my cantonese sounds like a Hong Kong local already..haha..really? maybe communicating with Mario for 1 year in cantonese did help abit. Cheers mario.


Quite dissapointed with someone, didnt expect the reply will be like that...but well, thanks anyway.

Oh ya, today is Cindy's Birthday.. so i sincerely wishing her here HAPPY BIRTHDAY ^^
MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE:) hope she enjoys her big day with her friends and family.


for me, i am stuck in the house...daddy says the car should be left to my sister and i shouldnt drive it whenever i want because it might interupt her time. she need to drive it schl, tuition and stuff. BUT ITS MY CAR!!!
In 1 year...i lost my car...sob sob.....not more mine.... nvm....next year i get a new one..


so boring...stop writing here, planning to help mommy cook..since i got ntg to do...adios ^^

Back from Italy and Last Day in Newcastle

on Sunday, June 14, 2009

Finally i am back from Italy. Currently still in Newcastle busy packing up my stuff. Too much to be done. I am so doom.

My previous 10 days trip consisted of Cardiff,Milan,Venice, Florence,Pisa,Siena & Rome. It is a super tiring trip. We have been cheated, been scoled, been discriminate there.haha...but still, it is a new experience backpacking around in Italy.

Bad news for my white skin, sob sob...keep it for 10 months to get it white..see la...few days only under the sunshine black d....:(

Anyway, going home tomorrow...been looking forward to that so much....I am gonna EAT EAT & Eat...wootss!!!! miss alot of things back there....

Will blog more about the trip when i am home...didnt hv time to write now...not much time left for me to pack my stuff.



Called her yesterday and today to use up my minutes and also to talk with her. ^^ she sounds so happy. (she does sound happy 24/7 actually). anyway, I am happy as well.

Have a nice day :)

不清楚了

on Friday, June 5, 2009

不清楚自己要些什么,本来以为自己找到了目标,就开始起步去达到,去追求。 

不过到头来感觉自己好像转了一个大圈。

感情方面完全不用说了,完全失败。(其实也没有到完全失败的地步啦,就觉得对方没表现出有意思的感觉,让我觉得如果在用心下去好像也没什么意思)。唉,真泄气。

感情这些东西,可以带给人们快乐,也可以带给人们伤悲。 有时还真想与这些事情隔绝。


考试考完了,说真的很兴奋就没有啦,只是觉得很累,毕竟我真的尽了能力。只想回到自己的窝好好休息。躺在我那床上,什么都不想,什么都不做。就听听音乐,喝杯冷果汁,放松自己。

很累,真的很累。。好想找个了解自己的人。之间完全没有秘密,感觉就像以前那样。


4/6/2009

on Thursday, June 4, 2009

Time for Wales again...gonna take the plane to Bristol, and think of a way to go to cardiff from there...shit man , cardiff dun hv an airport..so troublesome....

Been shopping yesterday...bought a bag pack....for my own use...actually i plan to buy those "BIG' ones...which are almost as tall as me....but come to think of it I might have much chance to use that big...instead i get a small one for 29 pounds.

Havent finish packing, havent done this and that...too many things too little time... honestly if u ask me now, i just wanna go back malacca and rest....but still, if we didnt go travelling now, i dunno how much chances do we have still...next years gonna be a tough one. ^^

Very tired now, didnt have the mood to write alot...although I have in mind alot alot to write about... sry abt that..hehe....

(Yawning again) ......time for bed...sleep...ZzzzZzzzzzz

Exam Officially Ends ^^

on Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Its been a while since I update my blog, just finish my exams today...so happieeeeeee...haha


I did alright for land, badly for company, moderate for tort and EU..consider it done ba...year2...byebye...


Its been a tough year...I am more hardworking than year 1...double or maybe triple of the effort...because i duwanna get myself resit again..but still, i am worried abt my company law...did so much work on it..but still...the performance isnt really that good.Hope i will pass though.


Tomorrow is 'SHOPPING day' for me... gonna get some stuff back home...and a backpack too. ^^ feel so relieved and happy. Exhausted as well..haha...


2 more days to Wales, 4 more days to Italy, 14 more days to Home Sweet Home. Miss everything back there....


Anyway...Clubbing tonight with Callum...lets make some noise!!! WOOHOOOO
will update again if i have time..haha...