Because Of You

Because of You, I did not feel alone. ( from the day we know each other)
Because of You, I want to move forward. ( one step at a time)
Because of You, I want to be even better. (if possible, the best!!)

Because of You, I look even further ( as far as possible)
Because of You, I look forward for every day to come (so I can meet u faster every month.hehe)
Because of You, I am a Happy and contented man. (Oh Yes I AM!)

1 of my Favourite Picture
Because of You, I start to Love again. <3 <3
and Because of all of that, I Love You. (Je t'aime ,我爱你,愛しています)


Thanks for being the best gf in the world :)

Lets Hold tight and work hard together =) jiayou jiayou!!!

Its about TIME to get the engine running again.

Finally after a month holiday( I consider it a 'eating fest') in Singapore and Malaysia (including Kuching, KL, Penang, and Malacca of course), CLP course is commencing on the 18th of September in KL (another year of tough study I guess) haha

There are few aims that need to be achieve for my 2010/2011 year =)

1) To make my lovely partner Happier than she is now, although I did not always managed to achieve that, but trust me, I am really trying [will do my best ]. Love ya =)

2) To slim down (after the eating fest, who wouldn't want to)

3) To study hard once the course starts (because there are not rooms for failure)

4) Self upgrading (I need to be better and better)

5) and to Know more people! =)

5 simple aims ..not too little, not too much... Hit me on the head if you see me moving away from the 5 aims...well...the only one who can hit me for the 1st reason is only my gf of course...=)

So gentlemen, its time to start your engine again.

To those who are leaving back to UK again for BPTC or Masters(LLM) , you have my best wishes! and for those who prefers to guard our nation and to boost Malaysia's economy, lets get through this CLP in 1 go.hahhaa

The Cryptic Way of Saying I Love You

So here we are, the story starts when 2 people sitting together on top of the Vivo city building and there you go.( Not gonna put out the story in details coz it is my own sweet memories)

We knew each other through sheah liang, we communicate for more than 5 months, and we meet each other (well, the movie 'Love in Disguise' seems to fit in pretty good on that day.haha)

Now here's my angel or some of my friends refer to as 'Heroin'!!
haha.
Ain't she lovely? =) hahaha..beauty in the eyes of the beholder.
Night view of Clarke Quay, magnificent night view, crowded, and HOT. haha.. but it is a nice place to visit and date around =) Because of the tempreture, We had Hokkaido Ice-cream that night-- it melted faster than we ate.


Everything still seems fresh to me as if we just went through it last night. =) I miss you my dear =)

4 months setting sail and the anticipation goes on ^^=)

When the clock strikes 12 today, it will be officially 4 months since I set sail on my personal 'journey', this 4 months had been a real wonderful moments for me as I've never been so happy continuously for so long.

The journey starts out well, magnificent scenery, sunny day...cruising on the crystal clear turquoise water, hitting the sea with our flag (with the picture of a 'fatty bear' ^^ =) . Yes, We do have crucial times as well but thanks to the trusts and support of the people on board, we've managed to live through the days, overcomed even storms, heavy waves and gusty wind. Apparently most of the people were shocked for knowing our smooth progress as they might have thought the journey will end in just a blink of an eye.

Although sometimes the journey appears to be pretty shakky as it is only 4 months old, I really do hope this will be the last ship I sailed on. Apparently time is what I need more to hit in a few more pile of trusts between me and the crew. Or carved all the stories I've experienced and seen through along the way on the wooden deck of the ship.

Just hold on tight. As we are going to meet our first grand stop in August, it may turn out to be a little stop in our journey, or worse things comes, it might just be the end of the sailing too. Of course, I prayed everyday for the former and not the latter.

Counting down for the days, not even a month left before our first stop. Could we made it till then? Who knows......we might just be the ones making it happen.


To the members on board, 4 months is not all pure luck. It is the result of our effort to keep this ship sailing. Thanks.......... for everything given.

End of one chapter, Beginning of Another

3 years of struggling finally gave me a fruitful ending. As I check my results today, I am relieved. Relieved because I didn't let my parents down,nor did I let my relatives and the people who care for me down, and most importantly, I didn't let myself down.

I was pretty much a loser when I was in Year 1 (I think half of the class didnt noticed my existence). Playing a fool everyday with my buddies. The enviroment pretty much gave me an impression law is something easy =) Screwed up that year of course (well, just good enough to let me proceed to my second year though)

After that I realised that if I didn't put in more effort, I will definitely drop out from my circles of friends, Dustbin and Liang are always someone ahead of me. Being so near yet so far (as in they are so near to me when we hang out together and they are so far from me when we took our results). And from then onwards, A vow 's been made to catch up, at least to pull our distance closer.

Today I've finally made it to the end of my LLB, although it is nothing much but just adding LLB behind my name. But you'll never know how much satisfaction I obtained from this.

Dad used to taught me to work hard for everything, nothing comes easy. So is the degree. And now I know, hard work does paid afterall.

As for the results, employment law was slightly dissapointing( but hey, I pass that bloody subject alright?) Eileen was being pretty harsh on marking this year. But thank god all other subjects was alright and pull my marks back up. =)

Was hoping for a reunion for all our year 1 buddies , we start everything from Zero, and now we finally got it =)

Thanks to my parents for sending me to UK , despite the fact that I had no scholarship, only FAMA(father and mother). At least the money was worth the value. =)

and thanks to someone who've been supporting me all the while even before my exams started. It is not just some odinary cheer, it really means alot to me =) lets tango =) hehe

And hey Kho Sze Jia (LLB), Lee Bin Hau (LLB), Lee Sheah Liang (LLB), Jeremy Lim (LLB), Loh Chen Yee (LLB) not forgetting the only lady in our gang -->Claudia Loh (LLB)

together with me Yee Ziherng (LLB)

Lets make our next chapter even better =)

END


(was rushing for clubbing, grammer will be checked again and update)

Never too late =)

Can't believe it when I saw it infront of my doorstep this morning. Apparently it took a short 'detour' to Thailand before it came to United Kingdom.haha. lucky little gift..even I haven't been to Thailand yet.

Rest assured that this little thing will follow me everywhere I go from now on =)


Thanks for everything. They say good things comes in at least pairs or 3. Hope this is the first one, and the next one will be my results.haha..(pretty greedy huh ain't I? )

Current state: nervous still because of the yet to come results but in the same time Happy because of you =)


Sunny afternoon (20°C) , 1.41pm , music playing: vanilla twilight

Judgement Day is near

When Judgement comes to you

There is nothing you can do about it

There is no where you can run

and There is no where you can hide.





Yes I am nervous, but things would have been alot worse without your support. Thanks for always being there.

5 more days to go, lets just hope for the best.


for friends that will be getting their results tomorrow. I sincerely wish you all Good Luck.

一百天的故事

一百天的故事 - 起初两人都不太相信

一百天的故事 - 之后 很期待它的到来

一百天的故事 - 不知不觉很快就到了

一百天的故事 - 真的很不可思议

一百天的故事 - 只有你我知道的回忆

一百天的故事 - 你是否也期待下一个一百天呢？

一百天的故事 - 这一百天里， 我...真的很快乐

来，一起找回自信

东四不见了， 找回就好。

知识遗忘了， 读书学回就好。

钱用完了， 工作赚回就好。

破碎的心， 拾起来拼回去就好。

自信不见了， 我们一起找回就好。


或许或许， 这次就是对的。


Thanks for always being there.

别把自己弄丢了就好， 这个我找不回的。 ^^ =)

Finally

Exams ( 13th -27th May)
--> Tried my best so far, although the performance for the last subject was a bit unsatisfactory.
Fingers cross. I can do it! and so does my pals too.


The Great Vacation ( 29th- 7th June)
Starting today. Covering Czech Republic, Germany, France, Switzerland and Netherland.
Think it is going to be fun. Anticipating.


The United Kingdom domestic gathering trip ( date yet to be decide)
Sheah Liang, we were waiting for your preliminary itinerary.

Special ones
Arigato =) Things are far beyond what mere home sapiens 's language can decribe. ~The Sweetest Thing Ever ~

Graduation
yes, I , you , we, they. All of us wanted to graduate. Pray hard my friends, pray hard.

Let the fun begins ^^=)

Gearing Up

To avoid unnecessary speculation from Sheah Liang which he told me last week: eh,去开多一个新的private blog啦，全部都是你写给我我写给你,然后还要假假写给大家酱。 Nice try , but this time I will first clarify that it is just a short update and yes!, it is for her. not for ‘大家’ 。哈哈哈


Updates:
equity and trust- done ... condition- satisfactory
evidence - done ... condition- will be alright but there are still rooms for improvements.


and last but not least, the big boss EMPLOYMENT law. ..not done. due on next thursday.

Lots of stuff happenning around the world which attracts my attention. (will make it in point form)
thailand protestors - curfew- death and injury

Sibu Elections - PR's victory- Money politics fails- BN ‘tapao'

Sammy vellu's retirement date--nah, who cares actually.
But still, the big shot is still our final year LLB examinations. trying to force my ass down on the chair and study!!!

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Short and simple : Yes you are the sweetest thing on earth =)

Appreciate every single support that you gave and it means alot to me.

I Believe, Do You?

Just a short update before the exam starts on thursday. Well, not exactly 'tomorrow' but I don't think I can afford to blog a day before that. haha.


Finally, our final year exams starts, and it is going to end in 3 weeks time. Don't cha just feel excited when u think about the HOLIDAYS after this? hahaha

Still, thanks for the encouragement and support from everyone. You know who you are! Which is also why individual names are not stated out here.

The true meaning of life is to plant trees, under whose shade you do not expect to sit~~Nelson Henderson

yes, I am planting a future big tree of mine now. Which I wish to sit comfortably under the shades 10 years from now.



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I believe everything ...............simply everything about you. =)

And thanks alot for the sand-drawing, really appreciate it ^^ =)

The amount of support gained goes far beyond what I can expect from a team of cheerleader.hahaha.







Note* thanks to liang and bin, I am now cleaner than a bar of soap!!!

Gentleman, Its Time for 'War'

First week of May, yes, we have officially entered the Exam Month (although my paper starts on next week)

Think it is not too late to realise that it is not more the time to gad around, to revel or busy searching for our 'joie de vivre'

I had been keeping myself solitude for nearly a month. Pretty much cooped up in the house revising. Hope more revisions would be able to patch up whats lacking in the brain.

I have too my same batch of buddies who are all in UK now, though scattered in difference places, but with the same aim, struggling to get our final exams over with. And yes, lets get it done and on top of that, with excellent results too. ([with a stare to the readers--- no, no chuckling over there please, we can do it for sure])



So ladies and gentleman, hold your swords(or pens whichever you prefer =), we are up for battle. We shall go back this year with our heads held high, together with the title of L.L.B ([followed by the sound of me thumping the desk])

I can't envisage how happy & excited all of us will be when we are done with the exams. Lets just get this over with!! GOOD LUCK!





For a lovely friend who still have 2 more papers to go. Yes. Never never give up ^^=)

Little things in life

Yes, Some of the pictures might be the same as the ones in the previous post, but it is important to insert it in the current post as well. So please bear with it.

There has been countless of little things happening recently. Some of those managed to occupy a little memory spaces of mine.

It might appear to be just a drivel to someone else. But these are something which happenned to make my day and it still remains vividly in my mind whenever I thought about it.


A date to be remembered.

Silly drawings by 2 people =)


Stickers. Use of it? haha.. shhhhhhhh


A box of sweets. haha. Think only me and you will be able to grok the meaning of this.





Exams dates are getting nearer and nearer by day. Near enough that I can smell it. Yes, the smell of stress. Won't try to be grouchy here, all the best.

Looking forward to finish my exams, so I can go on my europe trip.

Looking forward to finish my europe trip, so I can go for another trip with buddy liang, kho and dustbin.

Looking forward to finish that trip too, so I can complete my convocation with my family members.

Looking forward for all of that to finish. So I can pack my stuffs and shout 'MALAYSIA HERE I COME!!'




last but not least, I am looking forward to meet you too ^^ =) ahhh yes, if there is a chance..hahaha..knew u would say that!!

A Smile Just for you.

A Smile just for you on a lovely spring morning.

A smile that is capable of washing away all the :( which is bothering you.

A smile that could reduce your stress.....in whatever you are dealing with.

A little appology for taking it away from you moments ago.

A little mistake that need to be replace by giving back a big yellow smile just like the above =)

A little wish that you will smile today, and thats the only thing that a man like me would like to see;

A smile for you.....and a smile for me.

就为你-- 加加油！！！

考试要到了。想必周遭的朋友们都很紧张。 这个是给你们加加油的。^^
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One of our 'shhhh' secret
（果然还是我画的好看，muahwahwaha)
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真心的祝你good luck

The other is as though,
knowing you is a miracle.
~ Chris Frankenstein~ hahaha




All the best in the coming exams.

regards,
Me,watashiwa,Saya, 我。

The Story ...of 31 days.

Something that only you and me will know.
The lesser words we need to use to describe, the more secrets we have in common.

雨过，天晴了。雨伞虽然鲜艳，美丽。不过终有一天还是要放下。不必担心没雨伞的陪伴，因为还有我。会一直支持你=）

Thanks, for walking silently, quietly, and deeply into my life. You've always made my day!.
Arigato(follow with a bow)



like always..... shhhh ^^ =) Smileeeeeee

Relaxation...Sensation...Preparation...Tension...Examination...Graduation

Yes, current in the 3rd+ 4th stage now. Preparation & tension.

Life's been pretty hectic this week. After a week of getaway in Cardiff, Bristol, and Bath. I am back to Newcastle again for my exam preparations.

Alot more to be done, but I'm left with insufficient time. And yes, nervous feelings gradually increasing as every night ends followed by the break of dawn.

Best bud Liang paid me an unexpected visit to Newcastle few days ago. It made my whole week funnier thats for sure.haha.. Liang, luckily u came man..it was fun seriously =) although it's seriously a study trip from the beginning. Not to mention the amount of food we bought. ( abit kua zhang but if we were ants, we can make it till the coming winter d) haha

Wanted to update my blog more frequent, but I just can't seem to find anything interesting to write on.

The uploaded pictures seems emo...so I just put it up...haha...was a candid actually...dunno whether jeremy or liang took it.

Few more weeks to go!!!! come on chris come on!! First paper's on 13th May..followed by 19th and the last one on 27th.

Might just join Tiong and his friends for a europe trip after the exams..hmm..should I?

p/s: thanks to someone special. U always made my day.

The Light-- at the end of the Tunnel

For once I thought I was lost,

Flying in the dark,

like a headless fly.



For once I thought the problems in life already got my eyes blinded.

Or blindfolded with a dark cloth, which will never be unveil.



BUT

It all ends, when I start to see, a glimpse of light.

A light so fine, shinning........ at the end of the Tunnel.




To a few great friends of mine.... Thanks, for being part of the light.

FoReVeR LiGhT

一线之差

最近习惯了平静，习惯了努力，习惯了坚持，习惯了期待，习惯了自己的生活，最重要的，也习惯了微笑。


烦恼，不是不见了。只是暂时放下了。
压力，不是不见了。只是转为推动力了。
执作，不是不见了。只是变成了坚持。
寂寞，不是不见了。只是变成了平静。
彷徨，不是不见了。只是换成了期待。

但忧伤，渐渐不见了。因为换成了微笑。

Short Update

--> Will be going Cardiff on 26th to visit some buddies, liang, sj, and dustbin. :) red carpet ok? from the train station to ur house. haha..

--> Been studying every night. Well, certain nights are pretty productive, some are not..haha..

--> sore throat..oh my..not this time plz...

--> Got to know a fantastic new friend ( Christin)... I am having a great time chatting with her.

--> Last seminars for every subjects. Pretty much free time after 2 more weeks.

--> half done for Equity and trust, half done for employment, 0% done for evidence. Need to pick up the speed though. Time is really running out.

--> trying to keep myself optimistic all the time, coz what's life if we are staying stress and emo all the time ? ^^

--> saw cardiff's law ball pictures..nice one guys.!!

Time to sleep :) I saw the sun rise...it was pretty... even it is only from the view of my small window. :)

烦恼

(thanks to EUNICE for the picture--me likey) so i copied from u :)

最近心情不是很好。因为担心自己动不动就发脾气，所以选择了保持沉默。胃口也没好的了多少，还是一天一餐制度。不过昨天去到faseeh家被他们拿食物逼着我吃，因为平时我都是吃了一点东西才过去读书的。哈哈。不过说真的，那个药材鸡煮到不错一下。哈哈。

某些事情，当我晚上闭上眼睛就想起，早上睁开眼睛也想起。灵魂不散那样似的。哈哈。。好烦好烦，加上考试逼近。。快疯了。

不过幸运的是，认识了一位好朋友。聊了聊至少烦恼能暂时放下。 时间--快过吧，本少爷玩够了，想回家了。在这读书不是不好，教育制度其实比大马的好的多。不过很闷，可能在这找个女朋友就不会那么闷了。。哈哈。(开玩笑)

昨天跟我一个马来西亚朋友聊了一下，才知道她家庭里出了问题，父母要离婚了，搞到家庭破碎。她说她哭了接近一星期了。我听了都为她感到难过。顿时觉得自己的问题其实像芝麻那么小罢了。别人的问题可严重多了。安慰了她整一个小时，她问我该怎么办，说真的，我也不知道该怎么办啊。 只能说，支持和陪伴着她妈妈咯。 家庭里没事，其实是最大的幸福。如果换做是我，我可能也会流泪。

一个月半的时间，子衡我-又能准备多少呢？ 哈哈。。只有天知道。 加油吧朋友们，一起戴我们的四方帽，光荣的回国:)

有压力才会进步，不过本人的压力稍微多了点，有谁需要吗？哈哈。。。给你!!

梦

私人埋怨篇

昨晚发了一场美梦，在里面一切事情都好顺利。好真实的感觉。哈哈。。无比骄傲。不过奇怪的是，平时起身时梦都该忘到七七八八了，不过昨晚那个还很清楚。

结果起来时才发现自己还躺在床上。当时还有点生气自己: 怎么搞得!!!, 只是一场梦？我不要嘛。。。。。。。。


人家说梦里发生的东西和现实里的是完全相反，那--是真的吗？ 如果是真的我现实可惨了。哈哈哈


剩下少过两个月的时间了，要再多加把劲。 想快快回去，把一切的问题解决。

等待之所以那么美丽..... 因为爱你。

Back to square one

I look forward,

I move forward,

I think forward,

I moved on...for so long..

In the end, realising that actually I am just running in a circle.

And I'd only realised that when I reached back to the same starting point.

It's a mistake, It's a mess, and the damage obviously done.

Now I am sitting in a corner wondering.... should I run along the circle again? Or I should perhaps try a Square or a triangle or an oval?

There are various types of shapes out there, life is like a childhood toy where we use to fit the correct shape of block into the correct hole, and our mom will clap their hands saying well done my boy.

Similarly, what kind of shape do I deserve?

Should I...... expand my wings too?

RECOVERED!

A nice sleep after some alcohol was the best afterall! :)

Now, I feel great!

Problem Solved!!

New Day Awaits! ^^

Over

Little Check List :

Chinese New Year -- Over (i know it has 15 days, but 2 days is more than enough for me)

2009 Year 3 first semester ---Over ( Played through the semester with just a little bit of pressure during the assignments)

winter break ---Over ( Scotland trip followed by Ireland trip)

Age 22---Over ( to remind me I am not young anymore, I need to finish everything asap and start to build my career)

CNY study week -- half of it over (promised myself to complete as much notes as I can for my subjects as part of my final year exam preparation) Just started abit--Chris, shame on urself.

Relationship-- Over ( still single and available) girls that I like usually doesn't like me :)



Final exam - NOT OVER!! Which is why I just need a little bit more of effort, a little bit more patience and some prepartion.

I can do this.

2 and a half months left. It's TIME to begin.

新年来咯

不想写多多。 我想回家过新年!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

像去年一样，今年又是个孤独没趣的华人新年。

不过怎样都好，还是要祝福大家:

新年快乐，万事如意，身体健康，财源广进。

希望大家过个大肥年:)





谢谢Jaclyn,与婷慧的新年卡。 超感动的。谢谢你们。。尤其是jaclyn的卡，看了我真的笑不停。写的很好而且整体感觉又很好笑。:) hugsss


明年我要过个三倍的新年。

我 只 想 忘 了

考试是总抱怨着记忆不够好，重要的东西全都忘了。

非考试时期时我却想把一些事情忘了，但却不能完全忘记。

人若有个能记忆选择性的脑袋那该多好:)







我 只 想 把 你 忘 了 。 ^^

To ARTHUR!

Back from Ireland and finish another week of boring lectures, its FRIDAY again! yay!.. Just a simple post on my previous trip today :) As you can see from the picture above, DUBLIN! (sorry i can't find any picture with the sentence : welcome to Dublin, Ireland) , my friend may have it but we havent exchange our pictures yet. The trip was great and cheap (although things there are not cheap, but we manage to make it through by spending more money just on food and save up other expenses.

What's fun in ireland? hmm...we didnt manage to get to the cliff (coz its freaking expensive and far!!) sad...but we still have ..GUINESS storehouse..yay! the HQ of Guiness all around the world. The storehouse is BIG, NICE, AWESOME, and most importantly, we get FREE DRINKS! came out with a beer belly..hahahha

This is the one...taddaaaaaa.... entry fee is only 11 euros for students.
One of the fun part in the visit is we were thought how to craft a perfect pint of guiness beer from the machine to the glass, the method is pretty special and it is not the same for all beer. This is a picture of me and my 70% completion guiness beer (while waiting the beer to settle down) I even got a certificate for it!! yay!...


There are lot more places in ireland but I am lazy to put it all up...you guys just view the pictures when I upload them all. oh btw, the tempreture in Ireland was cold and dry.. the above picture is a scene in a memorial garden. the water freezes into a thick layer of ice and basically u can stand on it ( and u will hear the sound of it cracking) so...no thanks!!

We had malaysian food in Dublin as well. the restaurant had a big sign board in the main street in Dublin written there " PULAU PENANG Malaysian RESTAURANT" gao dim, straight that night we 'chiong' inside and had our dinner..haha..it was quite ok but expensive. of course we didnt forget to eat the local traditional food as well. but unfortunately most of the traditional food are beef. so I couldn't order them for the sake of religion. (but psstt, i still try abit of everything becoz WHAT AM I DOING IN IRELAND if i just stick with mash potatoes all the time) dun tell my mommy plzz..hahaa

Youth hostel where we were staying were awesome too, cheap and neat, oh ya, the people in ireland are very very friendly. They offered us help even without us asking (but i think jeremy still makes us malaysian proud. coz one night in the city centre, a blind man was asking for help to cross the road but nobody seems to help him. taddaaaaa..our superman jeremy rush to the rescue and in 2 mins they chat as if they were good friends) lol...

Thats all for Dublin (lazy to tell d)

i am having a one week break after CNY ( study week) lol...would have gone back if it was longer..still I heard there are alot ppl going back...Flight ticket cheap isit?? hahaha. i didnt get to go back and yet I am complaining..silly me)think i will just stay at home study for that week..felt abit left out from uni work and stuff..coz been playing too much recently!..

Time for dinner :) byeeeeee