Nothing related to the title, just to appologize because the internet line here in my aunt's house is really bad...DC most of the time. I don't really have to mood to blog much when the line is really bad.
I can't even do my research for my work. I have alot to write. The new ones will be MSLS, Last week of work and Some emo stuff..hahaha
Currently unable to access to CLJlaw. cannot do my work...shitty...I even spend 2 mins just to open my blog...darn it...
Oh well...will update more when i complete my internship this week.
GO GO GO....^^
Oh ya, Ross, Michael and Josephine are going malacca for a one day trip...Ross and Michael are from England.(Ross is a British), (Michael is a malaysian, but grew up in the UK) , Josephine is my working colleague.
Cracking my head where should I tour them around. And what food should i bring to too...:) Still...looking forward for them to come..
Take a Break, Have a Kit Kat ^^ (i prefer bueno)
on Monday, August 10, 2009Smell of Desire
on Monday, August 3, 2009
Desire, the thing that drives human towards dead end. Only a few people from thousands might have a taste of what desire is...other than that, it is all fading hope.
As we human grows, thoughts tend to take over our innocent mind. Leading us to a world where nothing is pure, nothing is perfect and nothing is forever. Problems keeps on appearing, as if there was no ending towards it...
Still remember when we are kids? Everything seems possible, attractive, fine, or even flawless. Our little mind often inspire us to think positively, everything seems to be beyond what we can ever imagine....
Hiding in a corner of the room, in the dark... trying to go backwards, fighting the gravity of life, pushing myself to the limits...Just to find the child in me. The child that can lead us back to our innocent days...where everything is possible...step by step....towards eden.
(Didnt know what I am writing as well, these things just pop up while i was lying down on the bed alone thinking deeply...)
Lazy Sunday
on Sunday, August 2, 2009Seriously weekend sucks especially when u dont have extra cash, and plan to stay at home...with work to be hand up tomorrow, still u dun feel like doing it..Thats me...^^
I have alot to tell, alot to write...about myself lately, about friends, about working colleagues, about life, about LHAG musical night(that was awesome), about my feelings, conflict..but i just don't feel like writing a seperate piece for each of it in my blog.. (wanted to do so so i can read those posts next time) but i am too lazy for that...
Lazy...just being lazy...feel like a rotten zombie...
Emo...Just being emo....ntg else...for specific reasons that i don't know who to tell...or perhaps I can't tell.
Broke... just being broke...all output and no input...sorry dad and mom, next time i will earn it back triple...
Frustrated... just being frus...because things didn't go my way...
Lonely... just being lonely....because living in this big bungalow without anything to do and bad internet connection is some form of mental torturing..seriously
Went to the PC fair last night...saw ppl carrying new laptops and gadgets...I want 1 too!!! but my laptop is still working fine.(not so fine sometimes) but nvm la, for the sake of saving up my parents money...i will bear with it for another year...
Time to get back to work....drafting letters, deadline tomorrow.... well...havent even started....but who cares..tomorrow i will hv new colleagues...so excited...hope they are friendly ppl...(i know 1 who is not friendly--hahahaha)
