The Light-- at the end of the Tunnel

For once I thought I was lost,

Flying in the dark,

like a headless fly.



For once I thought the problems in life already got my eyes blinded.

Or blindfolded with a dark cloth, which will never be unveil.



BUT

It all ends, when I start to see, a glimpse of light.

A light so fine, shinning........ at the end of the Tunnel.




To a few great friends of mine.... Thanks, for being part of the light.

FoReVeR LiGhT

一线之差

最近习惯了平静，习惯了努力，习惯了坚持，习惯了期待，习惯了自己的生活，最重要的，也习惯了微笑。


烦恼，不是不见了。只是暂时放下了。
压力，不是不见了。只是转为推动力了。
执作，不是不见了。只是变成了坚持。
寂寞，不是不见了。只是变成了平静。
彷徨，不是不见了。只是换成了期待。

但忧伤，渐渐不见了。因为换成了微笑。

Short Update

--> Will be going Cardiff on 26th to visit some buddies, liang, sj, and dustbin. :) red carpet ok? from the train station to ur house. haha..

--> Been studying every night. Well, certain nights are pretty productive, some are not..haha..

--> sore throat..oh my..not this time plz...

--> Got to know a fantastic new friend ( Christin)... I am having a great time chatting with her.

--> Last seminars for every subjects. Pretty much free time after 2 more weeks.

--> half done for Equity and trust, half done for employment, 0% done for evidence. Need to pick up the speed though. Time is really running out.

--> trying to keep myself optimistic all the time, coz what's life if we are staying stress and emo all the time ? ^^

--> saw cardiff's law ball pictures..nice one guys.!!

Time to sleep :) I saw the sun rise...it was pretty... even it is only from the view of my small window. :)

烦恼

(thanks to EUNICE for the picture--me likey) so i copied from u :)

最近心情不是很好。因为担心自己动不动就发脾气，所以选择了保持沉默。胃口也没好的了多少，还是一天一餐制度。不过昨天去到faseeh家被他们拿食物逼着我吃，因为平时我都是吃了一点东西才过去读书的。哈哈。不过说真的，那个药材鸡煮到不错一下。哈哈。

某些事情，当我晚上闭上眼睛就想起，早上睁开眼睛也想起。灵魂不散那样似的。哈哈。。好烦好烦，加上考试逼近。。快疯了。

不过幸运的是，认识了一位好朋友。聊了聊至少烦恼能暂时放下。 时间--快过吧，本少爷玩够了，想回家了。在这读书不是不好，教育制度其实比大马的好的多。不过很闷，可能在这找个女朋友就不会那么闷了。。哈哈。(开玩笑)

昨天跟我一个马来西亚朋友聊了一下，才知道她家庭里出了问题，父母要离婚了，搞到家庭破碎。她说她哭了接近一星期了。我听了都为她感到难过。顿时觉得自己的问题其实像芝麻那么小罢了。别人的问题可严重多了。安慰了她整一个小时，她问我该怎么办，说真的，我也不知道该怎么办啊。 只能说，支持和陪伴着她妈妈咯。 家庭里没事，其实是最大的幸福。如果换做是我，我可能也会流泪。

一个月半的时间，子衡我-又能准备多少呢？ 哈哈。。只有天知道。 加油吧朋友们，一起戴我们的四方帽，光荣的回国:)

有压力才会进步，不过本人的压力稍微多了点，有谁需要吗？哈哈。。。给你!!

梦

私人埋怨篇

昨晚发了一场美梦，在里面一切事情都好顺利。好真实的感觉。哈哈。。无比骄傲。不过奇怪的是，平时起身时梦都该忘到七七八八了，不过昨晚那个还很清楚。

结果起来时才发现自己还躺在床上。当时还有点生气自己: 怎么搞得!!!, 只是一场梦？我不要嘛。。。。。。。。


人家说梦里发生的东西和现实里的是完全相反，那--是真的吗？ 如果是真的我现实可惨了。哈哈哈


剩下少过两个月的时间了，要再多加把劲。 想快快回去，把一切的问题解决。

等待之所以那么美丽..... 因为爱你。

Back to square one

I look forward,

I move forward,

I think forward,

I moved on...for so long..

In the end, realising that actually I am just running in a circle.

And I'd only realised that when I reached back to the same starting point.

It's a mistake, It's a mess, and the damage obviously done.

Now I am sitting in a corner wondering.... should I run along the circle again? Or I should perhaps try a Square or a triangle or an oval?

There are various types of shapes out there, life is like a childhood toy where we use to fit the correct shape of block into the correct hole, and our mom will clap their hands saying well done my boy.

Similarly, what kind of shape do I deserve?

Should I...... expand my wings too?