My Full Course Meal

Goal Set. I usually hate to set out targets publically because I always hv the feeling that I cant achieved it in the end. But now, better embarressed myself than saying sorry to my results.

Once I write it down, and I am gonna struggle for it !!

Land Law Breakfast-- First

European Union Law Lunch -- First

Law of Tort Lunch -- 2:1

Company Law Dinner -- 2:2

3310 as Dessert / supper

This is the full course meal that I wanted for my year 2. Well, the last one might be the toughest but still, like bin hau says: who knows... Although I myself look quite negatively towards the chances.

Feel so happy when she talk to me... Feel so sad when I heard there are competitors. Life goes on.

Shout

Have you ever feel like ur wanna shout out everything that is inside ur tiny little brain (some ppl keep it in heart) Up to u.. haha .. I did. I got the feeling like everything inside my brain everyday and it makes me feel --tight!! Heard abt Empty Minded? Yes, I am in the oppposite situation-- FULL minded, sorry abt that i couldnt find any word to replace that( I know there is but it is hard for me to think in the middle of 3am in the morning)

Just like the picture above, I really wanted to go places which are peaceful, high, and bless with natural beauty (especially cliffs, and shout my lungs out like nobody's business up there) Curses, dreams, aims, badass like 6meter (Would you stop asking me the same question everyday!!! ) ... and people who I think of.

I heard Scotland have the best view in United Kingdom, really planned to go there for a visit. Maybe this September before year 3 starts? Bin? Liang? Claud? wanna join? Come visit me together la :) by that time maybe Kho will be joining as well..haha..so happy when i thought abt that.

Planned to write abt the blog titled 'The Pretender' starring 6m. But too blogspot doesn't provide security lock for just specifically 1 blog..so, better keep it first until I find a way express it out.

Kinda tired today, I've been sleeping at 7am for the past 3 days (saturday, sunday, monday) and u know what, yesterday when I went to schl, i am shocked to see my reflection in the lift. ZOMG, it looks like a freak with seriously black eyes..ppl might thought maybe someone has punch me in the eye or something..haha.. and so , i start to get lots of rest from today onwards. Guess this vampire style doesn't really suit me, although i did manage to study. But I think my health cant really cope with it.

This is my lunch for 17/3

I saw Ikea selling 45p for each, Cardiff selling 3 pounds each. And so, I decided to buy a bottle of mustard, (chili sos from my mom) , and the bread. And hot dogs 1.25 pound for 10. I can eat until my stomach burst..hahaha.. The first one i simply squeese the mustard, the second one looks alot better. :)

Well, time to sleep d, I am really exhausted. Everyday I been thinking and wanted to talk to 'the one' more. But I just hv the feeling that it wasn't really a good idea. Well, screw it. Should listen to Claudia. 'Know ur priority' Other stuff put it aside. Will try although knowing that I am falling deeper in the hole each day.... Bless me..

Nites (sorry abt the spacing, i tried to do spacing when everytime i save and publish it will go back to the same thing, might be a problem or something)

Third Parties

Shocking title I supposed ..haha..Gotcha!!

Well, This is not about my relationship of course, rather define in terms of friendship.

What would u feel when u realised that ur only a third party in each group of friends?. (of course, not all groups).

I still remember the day when I came Newcastle alone. Was really nervous and scared coz I know nobody, nothing abt Newcastle, and i even can't understand the local accent including english accent as well. (well, i asked for directions and after the policeman explained to me for around...3 mins non stop talking. and i just smile and say--thank you thank you -and turn around and ask another lady.) Must be an insult to that guy. I am such a badass. Aiyah, ppl dun understand a word mah, what to do. :) [Appologize for my non structured non standable grammer and vocab, coz i just wanted to make it sound more natural]

Problems arrises when I am alone at the beginning, no groups, no partner. Seeing other people group up with their 'friends' makes me slightly envy. HELP ppl stick around together, Inti ppl stick around together, and other colleges. Even i am originally from HELP, but I know nobody in personal so yea...

But because of that, I force myself to mix up with all of them, end up I hv lots of friends from different group (almost every group). Better than those who still stick with their previous group till now. But the point is, I am never really 'IN' to their circle of activities. I mean, because ur just a so called 'hi bye' friend, u will never be included in their daily activities. True enough, I hv my own trusted buddies somewhere else in UK but I am pointing at the circle in Newcastle itself. They hv parties, feast, or etc etc, I am never really invited. I know, u guys sure thinks i am vain now for complaining for stuffs like these. Well in fact i am not, i am not even sad abt it, coz putting myself in their shoes, their action is 'justifiable' under the grounds of Proximity of relationship. haha..sry..too much EU law and tort d.

Realising the problem, still, I decided not to change. Coz i am happy with my current life. Noneed to waste extra money outside (really appreciate that Dad whenever i thought of spending ur hard earn money, I promised myself to pay you back at least 300k once i started to earn my own penny/ Ringgit). Thats a target line for my career life, so didnt wanna worry too much abt that now.

At least I have some good friends in Newcastle for now , well, Not really 100% close but at least I consider them as friends (wendy, janey, Asma, Angeline,Jie liang, winston) well, so far they are the only ones i can name out. At least i feel that they are really sincere in being friends. (certainly not 6meter , oh puhleasee..I would pay 100 pounds to get it KILLED) .Anyone? haha.

But still, Liang-- ur my best buddy here. Thanks for the support all the while. Mr dustbin u will go for Number 2(coz u always bully me) haha..but still..u guys are the best. and Soon chin as well, yea, although we didnt really talk much back in HELP, but hey, at least ur sincere in being my friend ^^

Of course, there are still some back in Malaysia (eg: Kho,meng), But lets not get the scope of the topic too far from UK. ^^

Current Me : getting on with my new life as a single man. Recovered 95% . Never thought it will be that fast. haha. and study study study. and (suddently i thought of another word-- and
'_ _ _ _ y ' ) yes, guessing the word game . haha.. But please dun try to leave any comment on this word thank you!!! and YES I am SERIOUS!.

Topsy turvy life these 2 days..I sleep in the morning, studying in the night (sleep at 5am or 6am everyday) =.=" not really healthy right? what to do, coz I slack whenever there is sunshine (I just dunno y) maybe my grandfather is a vampire or something.

Well, continue with my work. Tea breaks Over. GENTLEMEN, START YOUR ENGINE!!

Dinner 11/3/2009-- A slightly happy day.

Well, today seems to be an odd day because I feel happy for no apparent reason. Went to class as usual, came back, sleep, online, etc etc.

Since Mario is still somewhere in Paris, today's dinner is going to be alone as well, u know cooking alone is rather boring, u cant cook too much, nor too little. and today I decided to cook a nice meal for myself( well, not really nice to some ppl, but at least i like it) :) These are the pictures

Well what do you know? Mash Potatoes ^^ Mix with Onions, and Spring Onions

Followed up with Chicken gravy (bought from morrison)

And this my Rice on top of egg with vege omelette

This is my dinner tonight (and the rice)

Well, The mash potatoes turn out to be so tasty, i just love it .. although the eggs taste just normal.

Slightly tired, but still need to finish up my company law seminar. Booked my ticket back to Malaysia today. Oh my oh my, looking forward to go back my home sweet home. No place is better than my cosy little room and family members around me. Mom, dad, 2 brothers and sister, i miss u all. 3 more months and i am home ^^

Happeepill Show Episod 2

Found this very funny, hv a look at it ! :)