Temporary Injunction

Will stop posting until I am back from London. Leaving Newcastle this sunday morning, going to meet up with dustbin them.

Didnt really hv a life these few days, been busy busy busy all times.
I even break down few days ago. This trip just come at the right time. To get off my mental block.

Knew a girl recently, she is really good in photography and editing stuff. and she is friendly too. Became a fan of her pictures :) .. Made the places and stuff that she visits looks so nice.

Last night after I took my bathe, lie on my comfy bed and prepare to get a good sleep, suddenly thought of a replacement seminar on friday morning, OMG, and i completely forget abt it. End up staying up the whole night to finish it. And Fuck it, cancel this morning!! Argghhh.

I can't help it but recenly I keep on feeling tired and tend to get alot of nap. My hearts beat faster by day when I look at the calender. 7 weeks left to exam. haizz....

Yesterday 3310 find me to ask me whether I am alright.. felt so happy when she msn me. Coz she never really find talk to me first in msn before. Usually I am the one who start the conversation. Well, though conversation is short, but still I am happy.

Thats all for now, not really in a mood to think. Lots of stuff to be done yet.

Current me: recently in love with Nujabes's music (luv sic) part 2 and 3.

It is an old song around 1 or 2 years ago. Hip Hop. But still, it fits perfectly the atmosphere in my small cosy room.

London here I come!!!!

Determination+ Strength+ Persistence+ Hardwork = Performance

I can do better than this!!! An Achievement for promises made

No Space for failing-- Win with Glory or Die with Honour

Lets Do This

Happy Day

Woke up slightly late today, rush to law school to summit my subject choices for year 3. Then I slowly walk home, enjoying the sun shine through the journey, feels so warm and alive.( In malaysia I will never do that) :) . Cooked some pasta for lunch, and read up EU, tired and took a nap. When I woke up-- wallah--parcel arrived. Luckily my housemate sign it for me, coz i didnt notice the doorbell ringing. Here are some of the pictures.

This is the box, a 10kg box. Omg, whats inside? lets see

Its ALL ABOUT FOOD!!! hohohoho, looks like i can't escape from the coming rising kilograms d.haha.. Life is wonderful ... Thanks daddy and mommy, must have cost u alot to buy these stuffs and sent it here. Family are the best.

Well, not really in a mood to study much tonight, but still, will complete an essay before going into bed.

Just finish doing the CV, initially I didnt planned to summit anything because I am never interested in doing internship. Or it is better to say those things I really couldnt be bothered. I rather meet up customers together with my dad, doing packaging and even delivering job to help to cut down my parents burden even it is just for one or 2 months. Because I know, 1 day I will need to do it all alone too.

But still, during the process of writing one out, I found out that my past expenrience is just too shallow and wasn't even attractive enough for my own reading. Damn... Well, just give it a try then, I didnt score a good result in my first year, I guess that alone might had give the firms bad impression about it. But hey, I might be stupid and dumb, but I am always willing to learn things that I don't know once I have made up my mind.

Just hope things will go well.

A sudden point of thought, most of my friends always thought I have a simple and easy road even after I graduate, I know, my dad have a running company, and I will be taking over and etc etc etc ... But do you all know, it is really hard to maintain a company that is based on trading businesses? We import products and modified it/ repackaging and sell it. Without own product manufacturing, it is always a challenge if we cannot find any new business flow. I am always worried what will happen when I take over in a few years time. Or should I even take over at the first step? I know my capability and yes, I am not really good in having 'light bulb' thought on how to generate new business opportunity like my dad. What if...what if the company fails when I am incharge? I don't want to be listed as a son that had ruin his dad's company (bai ka cai)

For the past experience, I have been meeting up customers or suppliers together with my dad, and I am shocked for the first time when we meet up with a senior manager in Ipoh (engineering)

He asked us for details of our products and we (well, my dad) tries to give an illustration abt it and the advantages of it in terms of cost cutting, durability, simple usage, & etc. But in the end we got scold like nobody's business. (well, that asshole already have in mind some other suppliers to buy, so he screw us kao kao) . At that point of time I was thinking, WTF, my dad earns 5 times more than ur fucking salary and now we need to lay down our head and nodded when u scold us and talk something bad about our products. Yes you are a first class honour in engineering, and so what??

I know business get harder in times, I just hope I can pull it through few years later.

Of course, none of my friends knew that all the while (including my buddy as well) , well, I never blame ppl for that, coz it is common sense that on the surface, it sounds pretty easy to take over and run it and make profit. But behind the scene, life is often tougher than it is seem.

Is that all just thoughts generate from my mind becoz I hv low confidence in myself? Who knows?

Get going--Hmm, what should I do now......bathe bathe bathe..lalalala.. :)

Still, Happy day . Thanks to my family :) I love you guys.

A Point of Thought

Can't figure out why but today suddenly I have change in the perspective of looking into 'Love' It suddenly becomes a not so important element in my life anymore. I never doubt the happiness that is always attached together with Love but so far, I came to the conclusion that I enjoy being single as well. It feels----so great!!!

Of course, didnt wanna deny that I am on a crush towards a girl lately, but somehow I didnt put much hope on getting her as well. Might just take the process as a test on myself, thats all. Just like what my bro advise me, just give it a try, you got nothing to lose. True enough. :) I will try but of course, without the 'compulsory achiement' .

Today was a sunny day, been doing my land law(freeehold covenants) for the whole day--gosh!! so tough, never use so such a long time to complete it. Damn it!

Didnt cook today, coz me and my housemate are lazy to get our hands on the wok. So we decided to walk to a Chinese takeaway shop to order for some fried noodles and rice. Taste quite good. and cheap as well. Fried Rice- 1.5 pounds Fried Noodles- 2 pounds. haha.. I order one for each. and my housemate ordered 2 fried noodles.

Miss home today, dunno y, just like the feeling of going out yamcha with buddies and talk crap(pelita talk :). Havent done it for more than 6 months. So for Kho, and other friends back in Msia. Drink as much as u can before coming. U will miss it. I assure u. haha..Stupid UK--nothing but alcohol.

Last thing, my parcel is arriving tomorrow, omg, dunno what my mom insert inside the 10kg box for me. I am so excited!! ^^

Today emotion: Boring, didnt happen anything, dunno what to write for blog, but still I just wanna scribble something--so this is what u got.hahaha..Sorry, I am sorry.

Continue studying. Run Chris, plzzz Run!!! (1 month and 3 weeks more for exams and ur still halfway from the ending)

Library Saturday

Went to the Library to do some work today. Went there around 10am, nice weather, less people inside. Feel so great!! Sit down in a corner and start doing my stuff. Around 2.30pm, felt rather hungry, slowly walk home for lunch. Planned to sleep a while, and do another essay before 12am today.

I have already written down my subject choices for year 3, which we will need to hand up on monday before 5pm. I choose Jurisprudence(compulsory), Equity and trust( Compulsory), Employment law, International Human rights and Evidence. Must be a tough year in year 3. Gotta prepare for that. hehe

Nothing much happened lately, Just don't have the mood to go for sports, friends invite me for football, badminton. Usually i will say ok and attend it, but lately I don't really feel like sweating out. Guess I am really under stress and preassure abt the coming exams.

Brave myself to sms her last night, reply seems to be normal, but I am happy. ^^ Hope for more.

Bin hau and claudia went bristol today, must be having lots of fun. Oh man guys, I miss the chinese food there, and the buffet dinner we eat with Steve. It was awesome. Thinking of that alone makes me hungry.

Well, wont be writing much unless I really hv important stuff happening. As for classes, next week is already the last lecture for company, land and tort. EU will be going on revision lecture next week. Time is running out!!! :(

For all my friends who are going to take exams in 1 or 2 months time. I wish u all best of luck. Strieve harder and may all ur aims comes true.

Chris 21/3/2009 4.19pm nap time Craving In Night Dreaming of You